ohmystephanieee

i'm giving up on this account, since i'm pretty much inactive. i'd rather totally dedicate to a new account. new username to be posted soon. (:

goodgollygosh. i get so frustrated with my drawings. i suck at details. & shading. plus, i never get to draw anymore. its really annoying. but you know what i really hate? when people try to look at drawings you don't want them to see because: a) they are embarassing. b) they're private. c) they are not finished. it happened recently in 6th period with one of my friends & it triggered something in me. I wanted to see one of my friend's drawings & she refused to let me see one. Then one of my really close friends was trying to force the picture out of her. it reminded me of the times that it happened to me & i would start crying

i've been getting pretty lazy. like, i don't draw as much as i used to. is that a bad thing? yes, because then i have a feeling that my drawing skills will vanish. plus, usually the things i draw aren't very pretty. i need to start practicing more.